No one will notice if I hide for a while

Obviously I wasn´t at school today..
Just too tired..
Fluoxetine flows in me again, no doctor-visitings ever again!
I won´t go, i´d rather kill myself..
Why does everything have to be so fuckin hard, for fucks sake?
Happy, Unhappy, Happy, Unhappy again.
Thank god they invented Sugar.
Blue cigarettes sing me to sleep every night

So let´s make the flames grow, flames of passion

She is so proud, she´s so good, she´s the Master.
Hope it won´t make her life burn faster.
I`m not in love with her, but i need someone
to be obsessed with. Not obsessed, ratherly interested.
I Want to be a Master too, the best at what i do. And what i do is Food.
Not just any food, it will be Food, with all the pain it has caused, and all the pleasure it has brought in my life.
Passion, knowledge, self-criticism, good attitude and Hard Work are my weapons.. and i´m gonna find more.
Now i will train train and train some more..