No one will notice if I hide for a while

Obviously I wasn´t at school today..
Just too tired..
Fluoxetine flows in me again, no doctor-visitings ever again!
I won´t go, i´d rather kill myself..
Why does everything have to be so fuckin hard, for fucks sake?
Happy, Unhappy, Happy, Unhappy again.
Thank god they invented Sugar.
Blue cigarettes sing me to sleep every night